Tuesday, April 11, 2017

me explaining things to myself: stuck in a spiral of dreams

How can i even begin to attempt to explain,
the thoughts that spin around around in my brain
sometimes i feel like i might be insane-

at least, compared to other people
their words so concise, yet elegant, just lethal-
in their ease to follow, they take you where they mean to lead you.

im not sure why i can't easily express
the ideas that spin round and round with no rest
my mind just keeps whirling, wHiRLiNg!!
and you don't want to get lost down
this rabbit hole with me, because soon you'll see that
maybe.
theres nothing interesting.
because the things that tend to occupy my time
are boring or senseless or impossible for me to define.

and when i don't think, i just sleep
and when i sleep, i don't remember my dreams
and sleeping is boring without dreaming
and without dreams, life has no meaning

so ill dream when im awake.
and tumble through spirals of tangents and ideas that are only half-baked.
before i move on to next one
and as a sentence is slipping off of my tongue
another idea is shooting out like a gun and wait.

maybe this is why my brain doesn't make sense.

huh.

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